Dealing with Depression #1

Its not a phase. It cannot be simply dealt with. It stays, as fragments of despair, dwelling deeper into an abyss, where you cannot escape. You feel nothing, no love, no hope...happiness seems laughable. I feel helpless, hopeless, and i do not believe that people love me due to personal experiences that broke me. I fake my emotions to not worry people, i hate myself, my body, my personality, everything. Why do i exist? Why can't i just bleed out until nothing is left? I fear leaving people behind.
That doesn't extiguish those thoughts. Scars remain physically and mentally...i cannot change how i feel unless someone understands.

Suicide Forest

Suicide Forest is a well known place where many people have taken their own lives. Maybe as means as salvation from the world? Due to a recent video (or vlog) to do with Suicide Forest, I've soon realised how inhumane, and selfish people can be. Suicide and depression are not jokes, these are serious topics that need to be spoken about in a respectful manner.We are all human; our lives matter, but people suffering don't believe they should live anymore, they can't fight their demons, they can't gain help...people need to respect this serious subject; many people lose their lives in this forest.

Some people speculate that this forest is inhabited by yurei (Japanese term for spirits), and there are other speculations or bone-chillers that cannot explain this strange forest. An American couple met up with a Buddhist monk; later on, locals told them that a certain rumour proclaims that there's a Buddhist monk that stops people from committing suicide in the forest (locals believe that it may actually be a saintly spirit guiding people so they don't take their own lives. One last note: Suicide/depression and other mental illnesses are not a simple joke. Get help, and I'm sure you'll see the world in a brighter light, you just need someone to show you the way.